*Writers Block*

It is pretty ironic how my mind never takes a break and I am always lost in thought but yet I have been stuck for days on what to write about. Some one can give me a topic to write about, and immediatley, the wheels in my head will start churning and the thoughts will manifest into words. But when it comes to free writing about my life, lately its been extremley difficult. A lot of times I find myself going back to my past for inspiration, however, my past is sometimes hard to think about, so writing about it is usually out of the question. And lately, my life has been pretty boring; no drama, no fights or arguments, no pain- therefore no material to work with. Or is there?????
Drama. What is it about drama that is so appealing? Without drama there would be no books to read, no tv shows or movies to watch, not even a relationship can be maintained without good old healthy drama! HA! But I am serious. Drama is one of the key factors that makes the world go round. Look, I am living proof. I just admitted earlier in this passage that my life has pretty much been dramaless and as a result I had no motivation to write. I definitley think that drama instills a certain kind of fear or angst into a person, that can create change.
Now, please don't get me wrong. I have never been better now that I am living a drama free life. But it is from my drama that I have changed and learned so much about myself. It is my drama that I keep writing about, and my drama that motivates me to be a different person; completley detatched from my old self.
Although, life has been nothing but good to me now that I have tried walking down this dramaless path, the temptation of drama smells Oh So Sweet. The memories of the crazy, psychotic fights which led to the dramatic, hot makeup sessions, is truly enough to make my mouth water. Now, the extent of my dramatic relationship was definitley over the top, but I believe that a little drama in a relationship is needed to keep things spicy. Like I said, drama is necessary for change, and change is vital in a healthy relationship.
So, I guess the solution for my writers block is to create a little drama ;) Or be doomed to write about my new found boring life! I think I'll stick to being bored for a little while longer. After all, I've had enough drama in my life to write for centuries!!!!